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You'll Never Get to Heaven Without a Broken Heart

by Transistor Ray

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1.
Is that where you sleep in a dazzling heap Of purple mounted plumes Is that what I get when I play the coquette Could I be any less doomed Is it too late For me to follow? Or should we let Our fields lie fallow Till the trees all leaf? You told me with poise About your young choir boys The bulls were running loose. Can we go back To the cabaret dance Up Arthur Avenue? And where you held me Like a sailor On Monitor and Cayler Till the trees all leafed. Snow wrecked and breached On a Connecticut beach Along the reservoir Fell through the ice And the bottom was dry And fell asleep in the barn. And we spent The last day’s hours Passing the petals Of a flower Between our tongues and teeth.
2.
Sometimes I sit and wonder Just what went wrong. I left my heart in the rain For much too long. And I found out what it means To live someone else’s dream. In the sunlit bar we toast our doom. When we’re the only ones left Midafternoon. Light rain falling On a cold December night, And Caroline She didn’t even give you the time. April Sundays make The trees go all white I left my heart in the basement For wintertime And it’s anybody’s guess Are we less doomed Than the rest? In the sunlit park We’re left alone. And no one chaperones The chaperones. Light rain falling on a cold December night And Caroline She didn’t even give you the time.
3.
It’s so strange Loving you I feel so lost In the dark Loving you Heat-dazed and tossed. Wind brushes reeds In the late afternoon Give me you scarf But take it back too soon When it gets dark When it gets dark. I’m so lost Loving you Can’t stand my thoughts in the dark Loving you Paths left uncrossed The harp is plucked The string never rests I’d make myself home But I know I’m only a guest When it gets dark. And it gets dark. The tide could wash away The things we had (We write our promises in sand) The wind could snatch away Our only map (To learn the lay of the land) And if we could agree It’s not that bad We’ll draw an hourglass in sand. Our tracks are gone But I’m not afraid to turn around. It’s so strange Loving you I’m threadbare but warm I’m afraid Loving you I can’t stab my thoughts The harp is plucked The string never rests I’d make myself home But I know I’m only a guest When it gets dark. And it gets dark. The tide could wash away The things we had (We write our promises in sand) The wind could snatch away Our only map (To learn the lay of the land) And if we could agree It’s not that bad We’ll draw an hourglass in sand. Our tracks are gone But I’m not afraid to turn around.

about

It's so easy to get angry - there's a lot to be mad about, the world is filled to the brim with awful shit, and screaming feels good, so does a vein bulging out from your forehead, so does a clenched fist. Let it all out, let your spittle hit the fuckers in the face. There's plenty to yell about and by all means, keep yelling. People in bands have been angry forever and they continue to be, rightly so and for obvious reasons, but, hang on, doesn't that let the evil in the world know you've been gotten to? That your goat's been got? And that they got some kinda power over ye?

So, what about staying cool? And what about a calm refusal? With a serene understanding that we are many, they are few, that the lions will rise from slumber? What about crooning it out, never deigning to rumple your olive green nehru suit while a wurlitzer plunks away? And better yet, what if a french horn chimed in while you sipped on something chilled from a highball glass?

The band Transistor Ray stays cool, sometimes heartbreakingly so. Suri singing up front - usually barefoot - exhales her chromatic vocal lines, smoke from a cigarette in a tortoise shell cigarette holder. Brothers Giovanni and Giancarlo charm from either side, the former belting and clanging on a dan electro drenched in spring coil reverb, the latter hunkering down and locked in on bass. Caley knows the score, a true pro seated at an electric piano, and Daniel gently but firmly coaxes the drums alive, like a session player at Rudy Von Gelder's, 1963. Tracy on her various horns makes it all magisterial, ties it all up, gives it that unstoppably toe tapping quality that makes these songs get lodged in your head. The band is fond of saying that they sound like if the Velvet Underground decided to cover Burt Bacharach, but it might also be like if the Beach Boys ever watched the Umbrellas of Cherbourg or if Nina Simone decided to cover Pavement. Vibrolux torch songs that sounds like the 60s tuned in, wisened up, and refused to drop out, brought to you in living paisley technicolor in the waning days of capitalism.

Giovanni, songwriter and guitar player, has this to say about their songs:

"I need to make this music the way a drunk needs a flickering lamp post in the middle of the night -- partly for rest and partly for illumination. We exist amidst so such swirling chaos that making music that even momentarily evicts shadow feels important to me. And so I write this music to shelter, preserve, suspend, and bring light to the things that I find beautiful, painful, and funny about being alive. So in general it's an archive of thoughts, jokes, emotions, and images from my life and the lives of my dearest friends."

credits

released February 10, 2020

Tracy Brooks: French horn, Flueglhorn, flutes, and trumpet.
Suri: lead vocals, background vocals.
Giancarlo Saldarriaga: electric bass.
Giovanni Saldarriaga: Lead vocals, electric guitar, and background vocals.
Daniel Shubmehl: Drums and percussion.
Caley Monahon Ward: Electric guitar, Wurlitzer electric piano, and additional percussion.

With

Adrian Knight: Rhodes electric piano and acoustic piano.

Dave Ruder: Clarinets.

Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Caley Monahon Ward at Greenglass Studios in Brooklyn, NY and Croton-on-Hudson, NY.

Album art and design by Tom Henry.

Logo design by Suri.

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